A Poetic Guide to Literature and Love, Part 2
how to apologise
admit that your word is not the bible
and i do not wake up every sunday morning
to kneel in front of you with praying hands
and guilt sitting leaden in my heart
the first glass of wine after
you ran your knife neatly down my spine
washed down my desire to tattoo your faults
like a stamp on your forehead
but still i could use just a fingertip
reaching out into the echoes
that exist between our warring egos
from the last time i told you i loved you
don’t leave me standing knee deep in a river
of cement on the curb with bullets
rushing past my ears made of glass and feathers
but travelling so fast they scar the same
take my bony hands in yours
and knead them until they become clay
pliable and dripping pink and blood red
to fill the cracks in the tiled floor
draw the wire tight between our eyes
hand me the sharpest pair of scissors you own
and live your life to the rhythm
of the hourglass sitting on your bedside table
attach your eyelashes to your widow’s peak
and let your lips become lovers
and let trains arrive at the station
between your ears and
stop saying sorry and be sorry